ANNETTE:D

2009-05-29T20:42:00.001-07:00

Me, Carmen and Aubrey are going for the 3-on-3 basketball tmr(:
i guess we were quite insane when we decided to sign up since we are all netballers:D
but we heard from some people in the basketball team that the competition we signed up for is for the quite pro ones. and its so O.M.G!!!

our group's round robin starts quite late): like 1700, i think? well we shall see how things goes tmr then(: hopefully everything will be fine!

my knees are like hurting pretty badly):
sometimes when i run or play ball, it just hurts):
when it rains, it hurts too):
sighs, age is catching up with my fragile knees:/

2009-05-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

The ball's in my hands.
& i am determine to keep it bouncing.
(:

2009-05-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

its been ages since i last updated! OMG. its really like freaking long. well many things have flew by in this past few months. Studies, A div etc. And soon it will be A levels. zzz only have 5 more months left to drill everything in my head, and my results still suck big time)))):

But on a brighter note, 5 more months and everything will be OVER!((((((((((((:
And i can look forward to my Taiwan trip((: teehee

Will have to mug hard during the hols! And its really going to real hard and INTENSIVE. just now, stayed in school and went to roof-top cafe and mug(: and it was pretty productive i guess. Completed many tutorials:D sense of accomplishment!

I WANT TO DO WELL FOR TERM 3's COMMON TESTS!
and i believe i can if i put in hard work(:

JIAYOUS people! hang in there!
it may seem a long long journey, but everything will just fly by in a blink of the eye(:

well done pork, congrats on being marksman!(: loves.

2008-12-11T01:25:00.000-08:00

just ended netball camp
((((((((((((((((((((:
fun! fun! fun!:D

first day had trg in the morning,
year end league at night.
second day had mini carnival,
with BBSS and FMSS coming down.
after that was Wii, games and more games(:
had BBQ after that:D
and we broke camp this morning(:

i think we managed to bond as a team during this camp(:
well, idk what else to blog.
so GOODBYE, lovelies(:

JIAYOU JJ for saturday's match against RV(:
we can do it:D

2008-11-24T04:54:00.000-08:00

its such a sad and screwed up day.
our fault.

dont ask why.
just take it as it is.
goodbye.

7days a week.
6days of netball.
i'm getting tired.
i need a breather.
i need more time.

time is luxury now.
to be able to watch tv is luxury.
having to catch up with lost time and work,
is exhausting, demanding and tiring.

somehow after we parted our ways,
to a new chapter of our lifes,
everything changes.
relationships changes.
i'm tired of trying to maintain them.
why do i feel that it's a futile effort?
with no responses coming from you.
talk is cheap.
actions, that's what matters.
it's up to you now.
the ball is in your hands.

what an emotional day today is.

2008-11-02T09:15:00.000-08:00

i dont know if i made the right decision.
i really dont know.
but what's done is done.
guess i have to just let nature takes its course bahs.

anyway good luck to all those taking Alevels(:

hoho. I'm going to this year's prom... (as a helper)
hehs can wear back last year's prom dress already.
hahs hopefully can still fit in:D

& amanda said i lost weight!!!
thats like so @$*(^(*$"^$*
i dont want to lose weight.
i cant afford to lose weight.
zzzzzzzzzz
why is it so hard to gain weight and yet that easy to lose?
i dint even do any vigourous exercise.
i shall go on an eating spreee!!!!!!!!!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

hols are here.
but then they arent hols,
whats with the chem revision package, maths hols hw.
and also thought i escaped from ISPLs already.
but apparently JJ also have them, but they call it independent learning.
so i have econs and chem ISPLs.
i simply love my hols to bits ._______________.

replies to tags:

hello passerby(: hehs can sense that you are hyper active too(: where are you from? you should start playing it someday then!
yo gohyingxuan!(: hao jiu bu jian. ya lohs go organise outing lehs. miss all of you!!!!!):
HI NATASHA!:D seoul garden was fun right? hahs good to have you in my table. its way better than having shenn or wanting *huge beams*
anggeokting! miss you too lahs. sooooo long dint see you in trg le): see you soon k? loves!

2008-09-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

this time last year, i was anticipating Os to end.
to move on with life and get to the next stage of education.
& now, how i wish that the clock will turn back and let me return to the start of the year.
but i know that's not possible.
so now, i want to amend for everything.
studies, family and friends.
everything's in a mess, waiting for me to sort them out.
give me some time,
i will try to fix them up.

shoo away! you stupid flu monster! urghs. i shall conquer you! leave me alone, will you? RARRS.

i need a breather. a long one at that.
suffocating.
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2008-08-31T06:58:00.001-07:00

hohoho! long time no post:D hehs i have tons of reasons to explain my disappearance. but to sum them all up: I AM BUSY!(: busy with everything. so much so that i dont have time with myself): thats very saddening right? only time i spent with myself is like when im sleeping, taking the bus to and from school. an absolutely boring life. zzzz.

p.s: CHEN YIYING! i dint MIA oks? im just too lazy and busy to come online and blog. i still LOVE you can. XOXO(: touched anot hehs? AI SI NI LE:D
its been ages since we quarrelled huh? miss those times alot cause we will all start talking rubbish and then laugh hilariously at the nonsense we said:D

anw, promos are nearing and im doing nothing about it yet. yes yes i know. its time to mugD:
so transformation time is here. & now, its time to be a mugger and a nerdB)
"STOP PROCRASTINATING THERE, you pork!"
i shall try and not to procrastinate anymore.
till then, goodbye eveyone!(:

thanks for everything that you have done for me(: loves you!

2008-07-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

im disappointed with you.
through and through.
how many times must i keep repeating myself,
just so that you understand?
when will you start to work hard?
just work hard for the sake of yourself.
and dont make empty promises to me.
this is all not for me, but for yourself.
hope you get it.
(:

2008-07-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

im feeling nostalgic.
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
the place where i grew up.
where i ran about when i was just a lil kid.
the steep slope which my mama always warned me about.
but somehow her words always fail to sink inside my head.
because accidents always happen.
i used to wail out loud when i fall.
knowing someone will carry me and love me.
that playground i always play.
when i dint have to attend school.
when my grandma was there to look after me.
when i dont have to care about anything, but just me and me.
but happy times are never everlasting.
and we shifted.
away from grandma.
away from that steep slope.
away from that playground.
i was still a happy kid, no doubt.
but something was lacking.
that feeling just wasn't right.
no steep slope.
no more running about.
no more playground.

and now when i fall,
i must learn to pick myself up,
and stop those tears from rolling down.
no one to carry me and love me,
just like when i was a lil kid.

say goodbye, my childhood.
say goodbye, fond memories.
say goodbye, my home.
---------------------------------------------

urgh!
mugging, mugging and more mugging!
tests, tests and more tests!
but lucky theres one thing that keeps me going.
and thats my PASSION!
netball! netball! netball!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
loves loves loves
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thanks for everything that you have done for me. i really appreciate it alot!(: loves:D

2008-06-29T00:54:00.000-07:00

monday: econs market failure test
tuesday: physics commontest paperTWO
wednesday: 'A' level chinese oral
thursday: physics commontest paperONE
friday: training!((((((((((((((((((((((:

thats the only thing i look forward to next week. TRAINING!:D hopefully my leg will really be ok by then:/

can you imagine your mind just go blank when you are doing a test paper? thats what happened when i took my chem tutorial test last week. hopefully, such a thing wont happen for my commontest. if not i can really just die. zzz.
i hate tests and exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RARRS.

2008-06-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

failed last term chem lect test, screwed phy SPA trial and blank out during chem tut test. what else can go so wrong for me today? feels like a super black friday for me. rarrs! depressed.
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

tired tired tired.

good news is that theres no more tests this week. can have some time off to clear all my undone stuff. going to mug real hard over the weekend for physics commontest. cant afford to get a superman or ultraman grade. cant afford to fail. *prays real hard*

i want to watch 10 promises made to my dog!(:
many many thoughts running through my mind. wondering about some stuff. life is just so unpredictable. one month ago, the drinks stall aunty was still fine and healthy. fast forward to now, shes gone. *poof*

to juniors:
theres really nothing we seniors can do if you yourselves dont want to help your own team. we made an effort to go down, wanting to coach you guys. and in the end, who turned up for trg? self trg doesnt mean that you guys can choose not to come down. im sure you guys know you will have a carnival in june. but yet no one bothers to come for trg?! it all starts with your attitude. you have no coach now. so you people will have to train doubly hard to prove that netball is worth maintaining. not as if you dont know how our school system works.

stop those excuses. i mean no use commenting/complaining on something which you dint even bother fighting hard for. if you guys bothered, your attendance will show. and i mean seriously.

and i dont think im really very fierce last saturday. phrase it another way. im just voicing out how we seniors think. and hopefully you guys take this as a wakeup call. it all starts with your own self. if you dont want to help yourself, we cannot help you either. we dont perform miracles.

thanks so much for everything. really appreciate it alot. times with you are great(:

2008-06-05T05:37:00.000-07:00

01062008:

went to MGS for adidas carnival. pretty alright hehs. after that went town with wanting and retarded aubrey! hohos supposed to buy slippers and wanting wasnt supposed to buy anything. but guess what, the first shop we stepped into and she bought a pair of shorts!:DDDD went to cineleisure and ate kobayashi! stayed there awhile and chat before going home!(: on our way to the train station, me&retard saw people selling badges. in the end, these two guillible retards spent $10 on 10badges. heres our accomplishment!:D

02062008:

happy birthday, JOEY&HUAICHING!(: had maths lecture on trigonometry, and it reminds me of mrs goh! i miss her lahs.): her teaching style is so comic and funny hahs. her "Add Sugar To Coffee", her jokes, her everything!:/ went back BBSS to collect my cert and to coach juniors.

juniors, you guys will really have to buck up k? work hard! after that went for SLO's dinner!(:

03062008:

happy birthday, lala!(: went back school to study. but not much progress.): ended up playing netball ahahas. just cant resist the temptation to play hees.

04062008:

happy birthday, retard! had physics lecture! zomg!!!! i actually survived. thats a humongous surprise. ahahahs but i just learnt that we are having commontest when school reopens. ZOMG! ZOMG! ZOMG! i can like just die on the spot now?!?! im sure going to fail it lahs. but i cant): im aiming to pass all my subjects next term. someone, just motivate me through this period ya? cant slack!):

went to eat pizzahut with beloved clasmates. hahas eat until super full!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD after that walked home from jurong point hehs. legs was aching but its a good exercise! hehs(((((((((((((((((((((((((:

05062008:

happy birthday, CHENGYI!(: today also supposedly my birthday hahs. its a lie to jaystine!:D and she really believed! ahahahahs silly girl! hope you like our belated birthday present!(: and remember ahs, my real birthday is 6thdecember!:D went to eat chicken rice with chanwanting!:D yummy! hees(:

my beloved classmates!(:

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): confused! confused! confused! shall stop thinking alrdy!

大人都很奸诈

大人不能随便哭

我不想长大

2008-05-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

I AM SO TIRED TODAY!

and im feeling so cheated): i thought i was running late for the netball prog at kallang. and so i cabbed down. and i was the third one to reach. in the end, theres only 5 of us. and we look like some dumb-dumb sitting there. and when we are about to leave, it poured heavily. waited for the rain to get smaller before we walked in the rain to the bus-stop. so freaking cold. its not until we board the train, then did we know that the prog is postponed until further notice.

my heart aches alot! 18bucks spent for NTH! rarrs! same as ytd when i cabbed down to school for fear of being late in meeting... whatever. heart pain lahs
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

wasted today again. and ytd, the day before ytd, the day before ytd's ytd blahs blahs.
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conclusion: annette is very tired and in not-so-good mood today. and her heart aches alot. BOOS!

current blogsong was introduced by *drumsroll* MR QUEK JINGZHAO!
*tadah* dont say i dint acknowledge you oks? hahs(:

the following conversation is between me&aubrey(: and the subject we are talking about is MS CHEN YIYING.
aubrey says:
the girl in your dp
aubrey says:
looks like the girl you intro me that time at talenttime
aubrey says:
your junior
aubrey says:
HAHA
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
ya its her. the pict taken during talenttime one
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
hahs
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
you believe shes my junior?
aubrey says:
she ownself say she j3 what ?
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
so you think shes older/younger than us?
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
hahs
aubrey says:
she looks younger
aubrey says:
but she sounds older
;ANNETTE(: heart pain))))))))))))))))))))): says:
hahs she same age. in sp now hahs

see, i do love you oks. CHEN YIYING. & why must i declare my love for you? why not you declare huh? you know it deep in your heart, and thats enough already. you dont hang the words "i love you" on your mouth everyday what. hehs touched anot. and when you are in a state of mental unstable-ness and being extremely annoying, it doesnt makes me look smarter. it makes me embarrassed. hahs and i dont need you to make me look smarter lohs. i have always been smart! LOL. lets go out someday!:D shopping!!! i miss all of us shopping tgt. all the stupid things we do, especially yingxuan!((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-05-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

yes, the fact is that i am pissed. thats it. full stop. end of story. shouldnt even have gone to school. forget it since its all over.

thanks amanda and zihui for accompanying me today!:D a million thanks!((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

found this picture in my computer. hehs my shuaige brightens up my day:D hohos i love 小煜!(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

lyrics for the current blogsong. its super sweet!(:

第一次看着你就为你心动聪明的我怎能让你走

第二次看见你我竟然失控是我的错请你原谅我

第三次看见你想要告诉你我真的爱你是真的爱你

第四次看着你我有些要求请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

(说你愿意) 那最后一个一定要说你愿意

want be your lover want be your man

(我只希望给你多一点) 我只要你开心多一点

can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend

(给你幸福每一天) 给你幸福到永远

因为我want be your lover want be your man

你说你害怕因为受过伤不需要害怕因为我不是他 ♥

2008-05-24T08:15:00.001-07:00

some pictures to brighten up my plain and boring and nearly-dead blog!(:

during talent time:

spastic us!(: though you are extremely irritating at times, and i do mean extremely, but somehow you found your way into my heart.(: times with you are great, but those times will get lesser and lesser as we all have our own studies. but no matter what, you always have a place in my heart!(: I LOVE YOU, CHENYIYING!

"ai ni... yo cindy baby" will always remember this song(:

during nsl finals:

geokting, yanjing, IDOL, yiying, annette(:

she's one of the best defenders i adore, also an ex-national team. but she isn't in the team this year): neither is zhang tingjun. double sadness.

freak coincidence! together we form the traffic light(:

(look at those eyebags we have:/)

沙滩不再美丽情歌不再动听

我们不再可以一起一起

踩着浪花数着脚印

我们过期的约定♥

2008-05-24T02:41:00.000-07:00

thanks howsun, for being there ytd when i cried. million thanks to you, fellow monkey!(((:
sorry ba, for breaking the promise of being strong. i will try even harder.(:

或许再怎么努力也没用了吧。一切都以功亏一篑，是时候放弃。
我想一直奔跑，不断的奔跑。那种快感，无法取代。
我想一直奔跑，奔向前方，然后毫无顾忌地向天空呐喊。
应该总比当一个爱哭鬼好吧。

shadows, you are being missed!

im sick):

我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫♥

2008-05-03T18:06:00.000-07:00

we had a match on friday, against ajc. well, both teams wanted to win. we fought hard, fought fair and square. at least we lost with dignity. fell down a number of times but we picked ourselves up and continue to fight. supporters were great(: thanks for all the encouragement! it really helped when i was feeling so down for not being able to intercept their lobs. next match is tomorrow. so lets just put in our best shot!(: like what sarah said, the ball is round.((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

wasnt feeling well ytd. hahs woke up at like 1?! hees then watched tv all the way:D dint study lahs. omg! so study im gg to mug! and i only ate lunch ytd hahs. dint eat dinner cause no appetite, and now im super hungry. so im gg to eat alrdy. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ppl!(:

2008-04-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

im tired. im exhausted.
i need a break, seriously.
if not i will just collapse and die.

oks maybe not that exaggerated. but im still tired! i NEED a break!
RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS!

hohohos! i pass my chem lect test!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD but i minus 1mark due to units. urghs:/ those questions which idk how to do, jaystine got it right. those i know, she got it wrong. so we agree to study together! so we can both get full marks! ahahahas cover up each other weaknesses(:

shall post picts some other time(:
& i miss jianyun alot! ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
boohoos.

我只想爱自己只想为了自己
再诚实一些
就没有你没有他没有谁
只剩我和自己流浪♥

2008-04-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

truly a f*up life.

idk why i am such a weakling. someone who cries so easily. everything is just spiralling out of control. i am just going to let go and spiral downwards. let me be, just for this moment.

2008-04-20T10:39:00.000-07:00

new blogskin. hopefully can lift up my spirits a lil? hopes so. i shall post picts some other day. goodnights people(:

2008-04-20T05:10:00.000-07:00

maybe the enlightenment that i mentioned in the previous post wasn't true after all. if it's true, i wont have failed my maths test and also the re-test. fyi, i failed my physics too. kind of expected but i wasn't expecting such a low score. im actually the second lowest in class. thats really not enough to comfort me. god im feeling so depressed and demoralised now. and theres math lect test this wed. i guess i can just die on that day.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

this week wasnt so great.

i got scolded for something which wasn't my fault. yea, im just a useless bum, who knows nothing but to enjoy. maybe it would have been better if i wasn't around. but too bad you can't turn back the clock. it will forever be my fault. and i am so terribly sorry about that. if that pleases you.

almost every morning, i was woken up due to nightmares. rarrs! guess i am being too stressed out. with the homework thats piling up and season round the corner.
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

just take a gun and shoot me down, will you?

replies to tags:
ying: OI! what annoying habits? at least it entertained you right, shortie!(((((((((((: i missed you terribly lahs. wth. dint even ask me out. tsk tsk.
ting: i got put on my msn nick what:/
geokting: i missed you too lahs)))))))))))))))))))): sorry i couldnt go for trg this week. nxt few weeks also cant cause got competition. we shall meet up real soon alright?(((((((((((((:
aubrey: yo! take care of yourself first lahs! see you tmr!((((((((((((((:

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
我不挣扎反正我也没差♥

2008-04-03T08:47:00.000-07:00

hohoho! i survived today! today i did 3practicals and i have a sense of accomplishment hees(: ended pw at 5.30pm and went for chem makeup prac. ended about 6.15pm. after that went for maths remedial with mr leow. super happy! now i finally understand AP and GP, and have better understanding of summation and MI. wahahahas i feel so enlightened, so smart right at the moment. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

currently rushing out my first draft of PI. but i think i am doing a bad job. however, im rushing for time so cant care too much about that alrdy:X

tmr another long day ahead. JIAYOUS net!(((: oks shall go complete my PI now! hehs. BYE!(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

a song lyrics which i find very meaningful. hehs enjoy!(:

by: 陈晓东
tittle: 准我爱你

不用一首歌的时间
我就爱上你
音乐没停止思念就开始
如果爱情是个游戏
我愿输给你
想不到等待是个孤独的玩意

我爱你我爱你
不过是三个字
简单地认真地
吓坏了我自己
没问你就爱你
我不是最好的
对不起请你准我高攀了你

看着你我竟然看不起自己
遇见你竟没有离开的权利
有了你之前的爱只是练习
为了准备更好对你

我爱你我爱你
不过是三个字
简单地认真地
吓坏了我自己
没问你就爱你
我不是最好的
对不起请你准我高攀了你

两个人抱在一起
究竟需要多少力气
上帝都不明白
我哪里来的勇气

我爱你我爱你
不过是三个字
简单地认真地
吓坏了我自己
没问你就爱你
我不是最好的
对不起请你准我高攀了你♥

2008-04-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

hellos!(: super duper uber long time dint blog already. very sorry about that, but as you know i am very busy one. hahs oks ytd was april's fool day. but i dint go to sch.): went to see doctor and got one day MC. nothing much actually, CDAYL finally ended and back to normal schooling. got to work real hard to catch up! urghs.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

you demanded and i took a step back. i sacrificed something which i wanted to try. cause you all are my family. but have you ever look at things from my perspective? try that and you will know how i feel. i understand your perspective but can you understand mine? i doubt you do. well, its all over. forget it, i already promised to you that the next project that i will be involved will be next year's orientation. till then, sorry my friends for not being able to go through with you ppl. i guess nobody will understand this kind of feeling.

你看过了许多美景你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上每一道短暂的光阴♥

2008-03-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

xinqi;net;peiling. missed those days!><

shadows`08! with mr leow. hehs:D

2008-03-13T18:58:00.000-07:00

ahhhh! mood swings coming back. sometimes i just go very very low and start to emo myself. super sorry people!):

no time to study! boohoos>< i tried to study maths yesterday. well, at least i am starting to understand more about A.P and G.P but theres still a long way to go. i dont have my chem tutorials so i cant do them))))): am like super dead. whatever.

SLO camp was pretty fun. but my wrist is like acting up again? ._. saddening. but who cares?:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oks, i shld go and prepare for og picnic later on(:
goodbye ppl!

不确定那一刻我们真的动了心
不曾怀疑这样的约定♥

2008-03-08T06:22:00.000-08:00

pictures for entertainment again(:

teekai. chingkit. blackie. & AJA(:

annette+jianyun+abigail=AJA! <3s

team JJ leader:D

they were too bored during debrief and so came along this pict(:

this was what we saw in IMM's toilet cubicle:
"please be mindful of your belongings at all times while in the cubicle"
"be wary of thieves that may strike from the neighbouring cubicle."

thats so LOL. sounds wrong can. i mean they may have a good intention but the way they phrase it doesnt sound quite right. hahahas((((((((((((((:

2008-03-08T05:50:00.000-08:00

just back from BBSS netball camp. dead tired but pretty fun. hiccups and conflicts here and there but overall was still pretty fine. quite a number of issues were brought up to the juniors' attention and hopefully it stays in their head. some things are still best left unsaid. dont wish to mention it.

the feeling is just so not right. its not what it used to be. something has gone wrong during this period. and thats very sad to say. have i done anything wrong? maybe i did. sorry, my friends.

super looking forward to SLO camp!((((((((((((((((: gogogo!:D
and im in a state of confusion.):

走调的钢琴忧郁的声音
空心的吉他孤单的旋律♥

2008-03-02T01:34:00.000-08:00

two photos to entertain you guys:

thats me apparently . taken by amanda:D

besties! during YOG seminar in suntec's toilet -.-
miss those days in BBSS now ):

2008-03-02T01:02:00.000-08:00

tribute to all gamers:

us together.(:

one last moment as gamers.

2008-03-01T23:29:00.000-08:00

everything is over. o2 camp is over and so is shadows. but those memories are still with us and forever with us(: hopefully everyone enjoyed the camp:D i dont want to say everything so explicitly so just to end everything off simply.

thankyou to all seniors, who helped us tirelessly.
thankyou to fellow gamers, we pulled throught tgt.
thankyou to all shadows, nice knowing all of you.
thankyou to OGLs, who made the camp possible.
thankyou to the campers, you guys are grest(:
all in all, THANKS manny!:D

im burnt and im peeling):

original og3 outing is on 15march! super excited((((((((((((: going to kbox and sing our hearts out!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD but i just remebered that we are having friendly against RGS on that day too:X but its ok, they dont clash. hehs(((((((((:

mass lectures starting tmr and we are going to wear jj uniform for the very first time tmr. kind of emo because the usual BBSS uniform will be kept away and never to be worn again. whatever whatever whatever! no time to emo annette!:X

feeling totally left out. maybe you all dint meant it that way. maybe im just being insecure. so very sorry. i apologise.

秋千和我失眠在你影子身边
这公园太想念你无邪的笑脸♥

2008-02-24T06:20:00.000-08:00

am i so not worth your trust that you are hiding some things away from me? and i thought we were over with that stage already? maybe you dont want to worry. but you know i would like to share your burden. you know that. maybe because i am currently very tied up with school work so much so that i dont have much time to spend with you people. i sincerely apologise for that. because its my fault that i cant meet up with you people. but still i will want to know your updates. how you have been etc. now i am like so left out because i dont get to meet up often. i will never have known if someone hadnt told me that. and now i am just waiting for you to tell me personally because i respect you decision. but i am just hoping you will tell me, share with me. like i always do. i really do treasure you, my friends.

hectic week ahead! full steam ahead! hehs cant wait for orientation to come and get over and be done with! after that need to consider what CCA to join. nball or vball? need to handle studies, scholl CCA and club trg. cant seem to find a balance between them. urghs. and just a small update in case some of you dont know yet. i injured my toe last saturday during ogl prep camp. hehs the table just broke and hit my toe. it bled for like 3hrs while i cried for almost 4hrs. LOL. and now its bruised and black in colour. its disgusting but i am sort of used to it already.
hahas shall stop here and go pack my bag for orientation! goodnights everyone(:

我以为我够坚强却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望♥

2008-02-13T11:14:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day!
情人节快乐！

i love you.
我爱你.
aku cinta kau.
ashiteru.
saranghaeyo.

its 3.15 in the morning and i havent slp. hehs(((((((((((((((:
not intending to sleep anyway. hees:D
so romantic lahs, shadows having date later. hehs actually is learning of shadows dance. hopefully i can pull through:X after that chiong home and sleep already because tmr is friday. and friday we have OGL prep camp! woohooo!:D its so going to be tiring, but we can pull through!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so going to lose weight already can )))))))))))))))))))): there goes the so many months of effort to pile on weight. but its ok! still got a long way to go:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

shall stop here le.(:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容 ♥

2008-02-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

its CNY eve. and i still dont feel the mood of CNY. its getting meaningless each year somehow :/

well, CNY celebrations are over! what a relief. hehs CNY will be a short break for all shadows, before we start work again for OGLs preparation camp and O2 camp. jiayous shadows!:D

Mr.L said a quote which made an impact to me. and i guess i will remember it for quite sometime. being the "stage manager", quite stress actually. programmes may be planned accordingly, but then on the actual day things may go wrong. when Mr.L raised his voice, its very scary:X but at least i learned alot from this experience. thanks to all those who helped me, especially jinhui and syira. thanks many! you both are my great runners hehs(:

now all i can think of is hongbaos already!:D tomorrow shall go bai nian and collect hongbaos. then can use the money and buy my backpack! woohoos!(: talking about backpacks reminded me of xueting. she lied to me about getting a backpack for me on my birthday last year): hehs anyway, just had renunion dinner at home! ate steamboat:D and its those old kind that uses charcoal to burn. so vintage:D

and yea, my third sis just came back from hongkong not long ago. and she bought a nike duffel bag for me!(: so nice of her. hahas but JJ got a few people carrying that bag already. just that theirs is dark blue and orange, while mine is dark blue with hot pink.((((((((((((((((((:

well, i think shall end of here bahs. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!(((((((((((((:
see all of you on monday!:D

合理的要求是一种训练
无理的要求是一种磨练 ♥

2008-02-03T07:12:00.000-08:00

january crept by us, just like that. now its the starting of a brand new month. everything seems to fly by me. everything is in a whirl. just like a whirlpool, sucking me under. but i benefited alot from this whirlpool. i learnt alot of things i never knew. definitely tiring, and the going is getting tougher. not all may pull through, but i am going to perservere till the end. dont worry, my friends(: i will take very good care of myself oks? hees(:

for now, its time to sleep! tmr having GP and maths tests. i have already anticipate the results i will get. time now is 0153, therefore i need to sleep for that meagre hours to replenish my energy. long day ahead i know. jiayous, annette!(:

想要把你绑架想要带你回家
你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸♥

2008-01-30T06:37:00.000-08:00

tiring but fulfilling. (:
neglecting hw though. shall start or rather prepare to mug already. and theres so many PPS people going JJ. super excited! hehs its like quite some time since i last saw them? :X
nah, thats about it all. very tired at this moment. goodnight everyone.

空气中藏著你的香味
回忆里躲著你的眼泪 ♥

2008-01-27T19:38:00.000-08:00

changed to this blogsong, which i used it 1year plus back. hehs well thats about all i guess. shall go bathe and go school to hand in proposal!(: BYE!:D

而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑,
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉♥

2008-01-27T12:13:00.001-08:00

sudden urge to delete everything and start anew.
let this blog start the whole new chapt of MY LIFE(:
well, Os results are out. they really surprise me alot as i never expected myself to get 5DISTINCTIONS! I thought i would have fared like average, which will be 17-20?! so when i saw my results, i was so happy that i hugged amanda and cried. abit silly right? but they are tears of JOY(:

our batch was the best cohort, with 1/3 of us scoring 5dist and above. so they started showing the 6dist scholars. *hmph!* thats so unfair lohs. prev batches started from 5 can. then got their names shown up there. I want my name up there. LOL. but cant blame us, we are too QIANG already. though our passing rate as a cohort dropped, but as mrs kee says, the quality of distinctions have risen. well, i dont know whats the school's expectations of the next batch of students. but juniors, buck up oks?(((((((((((((((: i so noob/blur/stupid also cross this hurdle already, so can you!:D JIAYOUS!

Chi: A1
Eng: A2
Emaths: A2
Amaths: A2
Chem: A2
Phy: B3
Comb. Humans: B3

so now, i have a L1R5 of 12 and R4 of 9! YAY-NESS! hopefully can get into JJC(: minus 2point for CCA and 2points for loyalty. & another good news is that amanda also put JJC as her first choice! yipppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeee-ness!!! can continue to be classmates/schoolmates with her! can see her arnd for 2more years. and hopedully many more to come!:D starting to get busy to prepare for o2 orientation camp. JIAYOUS, shadows!(: we can pull through this!

lost&uncertain.yet you brought along light and warmth with you. thanks alot.